Sometimes I wonder..
Was my time in VJ spent for the sole purpose of obtaining that slip of paper.. my passport to places in the world..

Yea it probably is one of the most important reasons. But for it to be the only reason would be quite sad.. 2 years is indeed rather short. Perhaps I would have done better off being born a year later and then i could try for IP. But then again.. would it make any difference? Perhaps i'm just not cut out to be a very good friend.. So they say.. 1 or 2 good friends is a blessing. Anything more than that is a gem. Do i dare to call myself anyone's good friend? hmm. Not when i don't even know what the other person is going through.. no way..

Of course that wouldn't be fair to some people. Thanks Eugene for sharing so much with me these 4 months.. I hope that after I enlist we'll still be able to hang out..

Thanks Shihui for taking time off to go out with me even though I know schoolwork is hell.. haha. Play first huh.. yea, I'm really grateful :)


How I wish I was in paradise sometimes,with all the time in the world.. T fellowship with others. Worldly circumstances are horribly restricting.

still waiting, still searching, still discovering..
まだ待っている、まだ探るような、まだ発見している