A few nights ago, i had a dream that i went to heaven. It was odd. Mysterious. The streets were lined with i dunno, trees? It was more like a hedge rather, a really tall hedge, bout 3m maybe? It stretched the entire length of the wide road i was walking on. There were breaks in between the hedges and men in long white robes stood guard at these "entrances" There were other shadowy figures moving around behind. The sky was a strange mix of colours.. i remember green, most significantly.. but i think there was yellow, orange and purple. It isn't the usual sky kinda colour, more like those windows media player visualisations.. quite dizzying. Then there was this man. Quite stocky figure. He was singing with his hands stretched wide open and raised upwards. His voice was really powerful and full of emotion. But one thing i felt, lost and unfamiliar. That was all.


Mum's collegue just died in his sleep a few hours ago. Shocking. She doesn't know what to say to the students tmr. Apparently he was in the pink of health. His fiancee couldn't wake him from his sleep and she brought him to the hospital. Tragic. How precious life is. I'd be distraught if someone close to me just left without a word. Just like that. Without warning. Unanticipated.



David challenged me to song lead. Honestly, i dun feel "called" right now. I hardly even do my own QT. Now's probably not a good time.. but then again. When will it ever be if not now. I feel so.. lost.