Ah very messed up.
Medicine, psychology or environmental biology?!

Bleah. I dunno wat i wanna do.
Spoilt for choice.

NUS open house wasn't very good.. too many talks back to back.. no breaks..
Students managing the booths also blur blur. ah, but i got an orange balloon. hehe.

Gave it to a little girl at vivo later.. her dad came and asked me where i got it.. lol.


I went back to crash choir camp that day. They sound good now. Especially the basses! Amazing. Too bad i'll probably miss this year's SOV. :( :( And i miss all you wonderful people too! Wish i could have stayed over night then..


Darn ryuworks neh neh guy is taking really long to pay me.. and i think he just blocked me on msn.. I am never working for him again.


Last thur's music prac was a waste of time. The only musicians there was Eugene Chua on piano, Jerome who adamantly calls me Benny, Uncle tang, mum and i. I mean, what for have a music prac when less than one-third of the team is there?? And some ppl think they damn zai... selfish shixz...

I really wonder what I have done to deserve such blessings from God!!!
Really happy with my results!! :D :D

Today i was having dinner at the longhouse coffee shop with my family again, and i suddenly remembered how i argued with my parents there about not understanding how hard it is to get good grades for VJ's exams. And about the new syllabus being extremely vague and impossible to predict. And about fretting over getting tuition which i never got in the end..

I also remember making a pact with Daniel to go to Pattaya with the choir, come back and get straight As to spite those who didn't go.. and also an old blog post about going all out to achieve good grades despite people bitching about how much you study..

but in all that, i never actually thought it was possible to get a single A.. a dream far away..



THANK GOD REALLY :)


Now I'm so flustered about which uni to apply to.. but thank God i actually have the chance to fret. :D It still hasn't sunk in yet.. hehe.

Some people have been getting As their whole lives.. so to them it's not as exciting or not as unbelievable i guess? But for me, i never got 1 before. :D k i'm jsut repeating..

goodnight world.

Took out my dusty diary and wrote in it after months of not touching it. Well when you pick up a diary, your own of course, you read it..

I realise i've been extremely childish in the past.. haha.
And i realise i can write pretty passionately :p scares me somehow.. when now i'm not so passionate about those things anymore.. am i making sense?

Maybe i shdn't continue blogging about this.. afterall, I wouldn't keep a diary if it's contents were bloggable.. o.O

In a word.

HELP!

Veggies are delicious. :)

Soon i shall bug mum to teach me a few dishes.. so i can finally proceed on to cooking food for myself instead of salads and sandwiches all the time! Ha.

I need career advice!
Results are coming out soon and i'm at a lost as to what to do.

I'll be a doctor!
Always liked the idea of helping people, i'd specialise into psychaitry! Or maybe i'll be a paediatrician.. but then, there's the danger of becoming tired of hearing mentally ustable people talk and talk.

I'll be a Biologist!
But singapore has so little biodiversity compared to overseas like Auzzie! And i dun think the pay's good..

I'll be a pilot!!
Has been my childhood dream. It's an interesting life, plus the pay's good! Only downside is there's a opportunity cost of close family ties in the future..

I'll direct movies and become famous!!
Hmmm.. i have no idea what that entails at all.. but i always admire people who can write and direct a good script.

Maybe i'll cook..
or bake.. i'll call my bakery Fred's breads..



I won't
work in finance sector..
business..
engineering..
politics..



Some one talk to me! o.O

The Leap Years is a nice movie :D

First time watching a movie alone. It's quite a nice thing actually.. some me time to think about anything and space out without anyone asking you if you're all right.. haha! Not an extremely interesting story line, but very well written and directed all the same. :) Li Lin is pretty! Added bonus of course.. just like how Hwee and XT wanted Gima Sensei to teach us.. heh heh!

To all jan batch NS guys.. hang in there man! POP soon! And get well soon Cheng Wei! Hope to see ya in sch this fri!

This Fri is Results Day man!
Exciting TTM. After months of waiting.. finally..
I'm worried bout Math and Chem and GP! Is that alot? oh man...
I'm worried i'll foroet to praise God. I'll definetely remember in the evening during prayer and praise though. :D:D

Last Fri went cycling at ECP with eugene, cycled from macs to KPE and back, then to changi safra and back.. is that far? Yea man! But i chose the bike with the more comfortable seat.. so i'm fine :)

Sat went to see Dr CK Low for the final review and.... another 6 weeks before i can play badminton man! sians....
I gave him a black moor (goldfish) to add to his collection in the clinic! wonder how it's doing now. hehe.

Then went shopping with Mum. I helped her pick shoes to try! And i actually picked the winning pair! hehe. I'm so proud of myself.. or should I be? Eh but it's quite nice okay!! hehe. Do girlfriends go shopping with their partner? I dun think so right... hmm. oh wells.

Guitar class again todae! FUN! :D But ohmygoodness can anything be more embarassing than that which happened during lunch.. SHEESH.