People in your everyday life.
Do you live with anybody?:	Mum Dad Bro Cookie
What is your relationship with them?:	as above.. except the food part. (pet)
Who's somebody in your life you wish you never met?:	isn't that such a sad thought?
If you had to get married, right now, who would it be with?:	my significant other
What is your relationship like with your father?:	it's cool and warm at the same time..
Do you have a significant other?:	heh heh, yea i wanna marry her now.. -_-"
If you were stranded on a desert island, who would you want to be with you?:	my significant other
Why?:	u have to ask?
Who was in your last dream, or at least the last dream you can remember?:	aunty maggie! hahah!! (tell me ur touched)
Do you need other people in your life?:	of course
Who's somebody you're no longer speaking to?:	when u say nothing at all
Who's somebody you're no longer speaking to, but wish you were?:	my sis
Who is the last person you kissed?:	HAHA!
Do you know anybody with the same first name as you?:	nope
Do you wish you were closer to certain people?:	yup
If you could give anybody anything, to whom and what would it be?:	u, a ring (siao)
Who are you the closest to in your family?:	is this a trick question?
Is there any friend you look up to and admire?:	You know who you are :)
Do you or would you like to have children?:	would my parents like to have grandhildren.. think so
Do you wish harm onto anyone?:	creators of random surveys
Who's someone you would never want to be friends with?:	you-know-who
Who's someone you wish you could be friends with?:	voldemort
Has someone ever torn you away from someone or something you loved?:	hmm.
Have you ever set aside someone or something you loved for someone?:	my watch
Who do you go to for advice?:	the person i look up to and admire
Who comes to you for advice?:	various ppl
Who would you consider to be your best friend?:	is this another trick question?
Do they consider you to be their best friend?:	see. i knew this was coming
Would you ever pursue something more with your best friend?:	woah. let's not go there.
Who makes you cry?:	onions
Who makes you laugh?:	elmo
Who has inspired you?:	nemo
Who do you work with a lot, at school or at a job?:	colleagues
Who is the most beautiful person you know?:	ooooohh
Who is the ugliest person you know?:	*deep in thought, sniggers*
If it was your last day on Earth, who would you want to have sex with?:	isn't there after earth?
Is there anyone you're friends with, but still wary of?:	it's come to this hasn't it, a superficial world indeed.
Who would you trust with your life?:	Jesus
Would you be happy in a life of solitude?:	NOOOOO
What's one thing all your friends and ex-friends have in common?:	me! :D
What's one thing all your lovers and ex-lovers have in common?:	me too?? eh.. cannot.. ex lei..
How have you met the people you now know?:	saying hi?
Do you pine for an ex-lover?:	pineapple?
Have you ever cheated, lied to, betrayed, or stolen from someone you love?:	maybe..
In your photo album, who's the one person that appears the most?:	tiramisu.. haha!!
If you have any pets, do they like the people you bring home?:	she likes boys.. jealous of girls.. serious!
Who's someone you wish would stop bothering you?:	flies
Who's someone you wish would pay more attention to you?:	YOU
Do you have more guyfriends or girlfriends?:	lazy to count
Has someone you loved ever died?:	NOOOOOOOO :)
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Random Quiz
One person who made you smile today?:	cookie!! oops not person
What were you doing at seven thirty this morning?:	dream dream dream, dreeaaam
What were you doing half an hour ago?:	living
What is the last thing you said?:	bread?
What color is your hairbrush?:	black with blue spots?
What\'s the last thing you bought?:	hmm. CHICKEN
Where do you keep your change?:	closet
What is your fave ice cream flavor?:	mint choc! :D
What\'s the weather like?:	sux
One thing you\'re excited about?:	random surveys!
Do you have a sister?:	yea! but not known to many, oooh scandalous.. (just kidding)
Do you want to cut your hair?:	NEVER!!! brooms are a waste of money..
Are you random?:	i'm doing this survey..
Do you make up your own words?:	hehe. all the time
Are you ticklish?:	^^
What des your last text you got say?:	bimbo poly girls
Do you have curly hair?:	think so
What is something you say a lot?:	cookie
What did you eat last?:	chicken pie
Do you have to work tomorrow?:	does getting out of bed count?
When was the last time you said I love you?:	woah!! hmm. there i just said it.
What should you be doing right now?:	playing badminton!!!!!!!
Do you have nickname?:	fredfrog
Embarrassing moment?:	yes. am i sposed to tell u bout it?
Do you like to travel?:	ohyea. bus, mrt, cab, plane.. BOATS!!!!!!!!
What word best decribes you?:	Fred
What do you want to do when you grow up?:	retire
Where do you want to live?:	in a tree? or maybe underground.. or underwater!! oooh
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HOW HOTT?
what is he to you?
Shane::	good looking ex school mate
Charlie::	oliver
Nick the hottie::	nick is hot? hmm.. hahahahahahaha
TOM WELLING::	??????? is there such a guy?
one word to describe:
AMY::	chinese
LORI::	truck
SARAH::	my would be sister
ROBYN:	bird
BECKY:	i think i know one..
RACHEL:	TALL
KARA::	is it care-ra or car-ra?
who leaves u the most longest msgs on ur cell?:	if my principal msged me it would be him
who's hotter:nik, or charlie? (shane):	if nick's a hottie, why ask?
whats the most anoying:
song:	john. JUST KIDDING
person in AOTS:	i know sota, dunno aots
tv show:	nickelodeon's annoyingly crazzy shows
ddr song:	i only remember the butterfly one
part of sarah::	she doesn't exist..
this and thats:
define, "lori moment":	BANG
have u ever had a lori moment?:	thankfully, no
explain using examples from the text.:	AQ... o.O
gotta crush?:	am i dat heavy? i think i crushed an ant once.. yea la..got.
how about me, do i have one?:	u?
ok. shut up now.:	i'm not talking!!
and..........how much do ya love me?:	to the ends of the earth
BEYEEEEEEEEEE:	‚³‚您‚È‚ç
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I finally emailed my application for nparks volunteer work. Isn't it ironic that when time is such a rare commodity, we desire it so much. Yet when we are given too much of it, we find things to do to spend it away? Uncle Jammy was funny, for a moment i thought he could read my mind when he said "so now you wake up in the morning feeling depressed with nothing to do issit?" Then he told me he went through it once before. Haha. This can't be happening. I'm supposed to be enjoying post As am i not? Then why is this happening?? ahhh... really hope nparks get back to me soon. Or maybe i should find a real job.. this morning, picked up the papers, and it just so happened to be the recruitment section. hmmm. Life is getting really boring and purposeless.. can't believe i was living to study last year.. i think no one who hasn't gone through this would understand the feeling. heh. There must be more than this.. i wanna pursue my passions! Then again.. what are my passions.. what won't require strain on my right wrist? stupid rollerblading. darn slope. they ought to have a warning sign there. crap. feel like a loser who can't rollerblade.

I wanna get back in shape man.. time to start training for NS. I think i can only climb as far as coporal. And that's pathetic.. ah well. At least i won't have to go for extra long reservist.. have more time to spend with my family.. if i ever get to start one in the first place..

I need something to keep me occupied.. something that i enjoy doing. hmm.


なにおするんですか

I dreamt i opened the door for sakae delivery and it turned out to be a bunch of robbers.. one handed me a ball of vomit which splattered onto the floor.. then i slammed the door shut and tried to lock it but i couldn't.. so i was struggling to stop prevent them from coming into the house. I shouted for help but i can't remember whether there was anyone in the house.. in any case, no one came to my rescue.. i grabbed the phone and called security but they told me they were busy and even scolded me for not understanding.. the quickest they could come was in an hours time.. how ridiculous. Suddenly Dad's voice rang in my head and told me to activate the cisco alram.. so i tried.. but i couldn't remember the code..

Can't remember the rest of the stupid dream..

Ah, life is kinda boring.. can't work.. or maybe i'm just too lazy.. giving excuses for not working.. Today i had the worst boredom spell hit me. Felt so bored and alone.. decided to walk over to Hans for lunch and stone outside for a while.

I feel i've let down many people. But i shan't elaborate. It might come as too much of a shock. But i wonder how long i can keep up this facade. They'll begin to sense something's amist sooner or later though. It's hard when expectations are placed upon you. Or rather, when assumptions are made about you.


つけれたね。。

Last night i dreamt i was reliving my last day of school all over again. But it was done properly this time. I felt sad and i cried when i saw my friends crying. I woke up with the sudden realisation that i won't be in school for a long long time.. and i'll never be in a fixed class again? I kinda miss it. Farewell was before As, so there wasn't the felling of goodbye.. yet after the last paper there wasn't an official goodbye either... i feel as if i haven't really said goodbye properly yet. I wonder how many of my friends i'll keep in touch with.

I guess i don't want to grow up..

I miss life as a student.. cos not all that rubbish tutorials that i didn't know how to do.. i can do without those thanks. But i mean life as a student, crapping with friends in the choir room, going to canteen to da bao food back to choir room.. angel-mortal with junior class, travelling from v48 to LT5 where we counted the number of "okays' Mr Toh says.. sleeping in lec.. or hoping someone falls asleep and drops all his stuff onto the floor with a loud crash.. anticipating the bell singnalling end of lec.. occasional lunches at parkway.. blogging in the com lab and flaming some teachers.. avoiding Mr Tan.. stoning at the tree house.. stinking up the classrooms after PE.. eating breakfast during GP.. buying muffins from 7-11 opposite school.. walking over to bird's house.. studying at airport.. seeking help from prof wong, prof chew and prof chua..

When ur at it.. u never think u'd miss it.. until u can't do it anymore..

A cute face is all they see, unsuspecting of the monster that lay hidden within. Confidently they approach, unknowing of their folly. Standing before it, they stoop over and reach out their hand. Tail-wagging, it presses it's cold nose briefly against the warm touch of an outstreched arm. In a flash, she snaps. Their laughter cease immediately, shock and confusion overtakes their excitement and joy.

Ladies and gentlement, i give you, Cookie, My dog.

Haha! Can't seem to comprehend the ideosyncrasies of this silly mutt sometimes. And she keeps trying to mark her territory whenever i bring her downstairs.. sheesh. A gentle yank on her leash would suffice to tell her that's not allowed though. Ahh. But on the whole i still love my dog. I mean, how could you not? Such a penetrating stare from her adorable countenance yearning for affection and attention never fails to obliterate any trace of anger that arose from her growling and snapping just 5min ago.

Oh well. Did i mention she actually gives me the dao face and turns away sometimes when i call? But really, those times i was only calling her name for the sake of it. Staying at home can be boring sometimes. Heh. Yea, poor dog!

By right, 2 days later i'll be off for an off-shore holiday on an island full of testosterone for 2 weeks straight. But by left, it's still a long way to go for me. Yet i wonder what i'll do while so many of my peers are now gonna be doing something i can no longer relate to at a personal level. Suddenly feel kinda detached from the world. Heh heh. I wonder how many of these people i'll still keep in touch with.

It's true what they say. Some friends come into your life for a reason. To meet a need either he/she or you has. And when that need is over, he/she says goodbye, the job is done, and moves on.

Still others come into your life for a Season. Forced to spend time together, a friendship grows. Yet when it's time to go our own separate ways, There's little holding the friendship close.

Yet there are friends who come into our lives for a lifetime. Such rare and valuable friendship is the greatest treasure anyone can ever find.

If ever i were to be blasted into space and stranded on the moon.. I wonder who i'd call. If I called, I hope you'd answer. If I said I wanted to see you, would you fly across the galaxy? Would you swim across an ocean? Would you climb the highest peak or dive the deepest sea?

Would I?



haha. Just some random thoughts about friendship. "You" doesn't refer to anyone :D

Murdoch uni accepts only 30 international students for vet sciences.. UWA accpets only 15 international students for medicine. ooh well done. If i get straight As i'll apply. Like what the guy said. We're encouraging you! It's tough, that's why you should sign up. rrite. Well i guess being a conservationalist isn't that bad.. pay day ain't as exciting but i guess the average day will be better? no matter, i still have slightly more than a year to decide..

Was at mass dance. Looks like the school spirit hasn't changed a bit! Dancing in the rain somemore.. too bad i was wearing the darn wrist brace which wasn't sposed to get wet.. so I had to stay downstairs till the rain stopped. Went to eat dinner first and sat beside two strangers who watched me play with a tiny cockroach.. but soon the rain stopped and i went up to soak in the atmosphere. Met Estee and Nella too. After that the choir ppl went esplanade bay to eat at makansutra. Been a long time since i went there.


Was just thinking the other day..
What's the difference between being bestfriends with someone of the opposite sex and being boyfriend and girlfriend? I guess bestfriends don't get physical.. but apart from that.. hmm.. can someone comment? Then i thought too, the couple status puts the relationship at jeopardy too! Cos once the relationship ends.. the friendship becomes akward too? Kinda. But bestfriends remain friends for life. Yea the former seems so much more appealing huh. Of course, the bestfriends thing is quite rare too.. although possible. So i guess these people will feel no need to get attached.

"and i will rest upon His promise, patiently i'll wait..."

Well it's a new year.
Who knows what will come my way in 08.

For one, NS is deffered till further notice. Temporarily in Pes C. So now i got no idea when i'll be enlisted. It's kinda odd that i told God i would sign up on board doulos if my enlistment was in april.. and now.. it could be april or later. Yet, i don't know for sure, so i can't exactly sign up for anything that long-term can I? So i signed up for driving and Japanese lang classes straightaway. Everyone's going to shave their heads but i'm gonna keep till say april? heh. Sorry guys, you'll just have to wait a lil longer to see me botak.

Suddenly kinda worried about my A level results. I dream about them for the first time since the A levels. Dream that i only had 1 A for Bio and an S for math. It's becoming really scary as Feb draws nearer. So many what-ifs and unknowns. I don't even know if Mr shi will be there to hand us our results. I realise why they say education is a positive good. Not so much because of the fact that there is positive spill-over of knowledge to third parties but because of the underconsumption due to ignorance. In english, I got no idea which uni and which course I should go for. Psychaitrist or Veterinarian? Hmm.

I wanna do something BIG this year. Like sky-diving or something. I hardly think i'll get the chance in NS given my current physical condition.. or perhaps go under the Niagara Falls. I always wanted to go there.. Or better yet, spend a few days at Disneyland in the US!!