I dreamt i opened the door for sakae delivery and it turned out to be a bunch of robbers.. one handed me a ball of vomit which splattered onto the floor.. then i slammed the door shut and tried to lock it but i couldn't.. so i was struggling to stop prevent them from coming into the house. I shouted for help but i can't remember whether there was anyone in the house.. in any case, no one came to my rescue.. i grabbed the phone and called security but they told me they were busy and even scolded me for not understanding.. the quickest they could come was in an hours time.. how ridiculous. Suddenly Dad's voice rang in my head and told me to activate the cisco alram.. so i tried.. but i couldn't remember the code..

Can't remember the rest of the stupid dream..

Ah, life is kinda boring.. can't work.. or maybe i'm just too lazy.. giving excuses for not working.. Today i had the worst boredom spell hit me. Felt so bored and alone.. decided to walk over to Hans for lunch and stone outside for a while.

I feel i've let down many people. But i shan't elaborate. It might come as too much of a shock. But i wonder how long i can keep up this facade. They'll begin to sense something's amist sooner or later though. It's hard when expectations are placed upon you. Or rather, when assumptions are made about you.


つけれたね。。